May 15th, 2010

Who would of ever thought I would be able to lay out at the beach in Oak Harbor? Well that is exactly what I did today and it felt amazing. I got some really nice color and its about time because I've been SUPER pale !!! I found the best spot today to sit out. One way I look its the ocean and the other way I look there are snow covered mountains. I love it.


Roy hasn't left yet for deployment and I'm already an emotional wreck. I feel like there is soo much we need to get done before he goes and it is just NOT getting done. I got home today and all I feel like doing is bawling my eyes out.. Okay I've been home for an hour and have done nothing but bawl my eyes out. I have to say THANK YOU to Nicole for listening to me vent. Not only is she my best friend and understands but she's a Navy wife and understands long periods of time away from the person you love the most. I'm glad she is only a hop, skip and jump from the house and I can go there day or night.